1. |
places everyone !!
00:51
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2. |
WHAT A MESS !
03:09
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i guess i never really processed
how close we got
i never took notice
of how much i lost
yeah, and it makes no sense
how far we went
when it never really mattered
the time i spent up
late at night
just to talk to you
i guess i didn't really think it through
she hit me up tuesday
said she wanna see me
she don't really care
if i pulled up there bleeding
what a mess, what a mess
just let me go
what a mess, what a mess
but it's all i know
up shooting your shot without the feelings
stuck inside your head
wish no one else would perceive it
what a mess, what a mess
just let it go
what a mess, what a mess
there's more than you know
i guess it didn't make a difference
what i said to you
when the only thing you cared about
was that i'd leave it up to you
yeah, and it makes no sense
how far we went
when it never really mattered
the time i spent up
late at night
just to talk to you
i guess i didn't really think it through
she hit me up tuesday
said she wanna see me
she don't really care
if i pulled up there bleeding
what a mess, what a mess
just let me go
what a mess, what a mess
but it's all i know
up shooting your shot without the feelings
stuck inside your head
wish no one else would perceive it
what a mess, what a mess
just let it go
what a mess, what a mess
there's more than you know
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3. |
TEETHTEETHTEETH
02:00
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(okay, open your mouth and say "ahh")
ah
give me that shit in your mouth
plaque, enamel, root canals
give it to me
open that shit wide and
let me pull 'em out
no dollar bills
no off-white walls
no satisfaction for your balls
just want your pearly whites
all of your teeth
i want 'em all
i'll take your tongue so there's no way to lick up
all of the cream when you're sucking my dick up
hands in the air so he called it a stick up
i took out his mouth from the teeth to maxilla
both of my hands in your mouth like it's dentistry
can't stand the look of this bitch sittin' next to me
i oughta whack a bitch mafia style
and take out their teeth for a chomperless smile
teeth, teeth, teeth
i want all your
teeth, teeth, teeth
give me all your
teeth, teeth, teeth
i want all your
teeth, teeth, teeth
give them to me
i want your teeth and
i want 'em now
give me your teeth
plus your wife and your child's
i'll take the whole jaw
even the tongue
if you feel generous
toss me a lung
now i'm not a dentist
got kicked out of college
don't got the license but
i got the knowledge
don't got a nurse
but it'll be fine
just give me your teeth
right now 'cause their mine
teeth, teeth, teeth
i want all your
teeth, teeth, teeth
give me all your
teeth, teeth, teeth
i want all your
teeth, teeth, teeth
give them to me
teeth, teeth, teeth
i want all your
teeth, teeth, teeth
give me all your
teeth, teeth, teeth
i want all your
teeth, teeth, teeth
give them to me now
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4. |
DETAILS
03:12
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i think i wasted too much time
chasing memories
not enough time spent
between you and me
the conversations we have
aren't all that great
gotten lost in the things
that we used to say
under the covers
in the back of the classroom
more than affection
even though we met last june
we took a hike
now we're trippin' over the rocks
i skinned both of my knees
you got me thinkin' about
how far we fell
got me caught up in the details
(caught up in the details)
you got me thinkin' about
how far we fell
got me caught up in the details
caught up in the details
got me caught up in the
it's not too late
we're still okay
we're still okay
it's not too late
we're still okay
we're still okay
you got me thinkin' about
how far we fell
got me caught up in the details
(caught up in the details)
you got me thinkin' about
how far we fell
got me caught up in the details
caught up in the details
got me caught up in the
(thinkin' about)
(caught up in the details)
(caught up in the details)
(caught up in the details)
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5. |
EVERYDAY !
03:08
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panic attacks locked in the school bathroom
while the football boys are
banging on the stall door
it gets hotter, i can barely breathe
too many people are staring at me
i just wanna get my lunch and go
and i can't fuckin' take it
please, just let me leave
(ah!)
when i get home
i just wanna make my music
maybe if i stay locked in my room
my family will just leave me alone
time is running out
i'm losing faith in both myself
and any god that i believed in
i can't say it though, i'm on my own
(ugh!)
oh no, i can't take it
no more, i can't let my downfall be
everything my parents want me to be
don't talk to me or my friends
i would rather fucking kill myself
than go to church again
fuck, fuck, fuck
what will they do if they find out
i've been talking shit about them
when they piss me off like every day?
(uhh...)
shit, shit, shit
what if they all find out that
i have a girlfriend, i'm a girl
and it all works out only 'cause i'm gay?
(ugh...)
oh no, i can't take it
no more, i can't let my downfall be
everything my parents want me to be
don't talk to me or my friends
i would rather fucking kill myself
than go to church again
(fuck)
(shit, man)
(fuck)
(shit, man)
(fuck)
i'm so overwhelmed
i don't even have time to be
(shit, man)
that pretty little girl i always want to be
(fuck)
i'm so overwhelmed
i don't even have time to be
(shit, man)
that pretty little girl i always want to be
oh no, i can't take it
no more, i can't let my downfall be
everything my parents want me to be
don't talk to me or my friends
i would rather fucking kill myself
than go to church again
oh no, i can't take it
no more, i can't let my downfall be
everything my parents want me to be
don't talk to me or my friends
i would rather fucking kill myself
than go to church again
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6. |
main character syndrome
03:57
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you're just a cock-sucking, dim-witted
chubby little fucker
what she said right to my face
before she went off to our mother
just another college kid who doesn't know herself
all i really want from her is just to wish me well
you never waste your time with me
it's always about you
and every little thing it means
it never gets through to you
keep on saying that it's not for the attention
i hope to god i don't believe in
that you're listening
(hey, main character syndrome)
(hey, main character syndrome)
(hey, the main character)
(who's gonna tell 'em?)
and it's never gonna be okay for me
all the nights i've spent awake to find relief
from everything i never wanted to do to me
from everything i never wanted for you to see
and i just can't shake the thought that you hate me
i'm just a cock-sucking, dim-witted
chubby little fucker
what i say just to myself
before she goes off to our mother
just another college kid who doesn't know herself
all i really want from her is just to wish me well
you never waste your time with me
it's always about you
and every little thing it means
it never gets through to you
keep on saying that it's not for the attention
i hope to god i don't believe in
that you're listening
(hey, main character syndrome)
(hey, main character syndrome)
(hey, the main character)
(who's gonna tell 'em?)
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7. |
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staying up late isn't good for my head
and it won't let me rest 'till i conquer my dread
so i
so i lay in my bed and i'll just have to wait
for the night that went great to set in
and i hate that it doesn't feel great
i wish you'd stop
stop crying when something of everything
didn't go your way
and i wish you'd stop
stop lying and dodging the truth that you're
starting to decay
staying up late isn't good for my head
and it won't let me rest 'till i conquer my dread
so i
so i lay in my bed and i'll just have to wait
for the night that went great to set in
and i hate that it doesn't feel great
i i'd send
send something to check if you're still getting
caught around the bends
and if it depends
i think that i'd just want to meet you
and tell you how it ends
stayed up too late
thoughts are pounding my head
of all the things left unsaid
it's dumb to say you ever loved yourself
scathing the names
all the things that they say
and though it only got worse
you could say you got better at
managing it
i wish you'd stop
stop trying to play cool
and say that it's just what they said
and i wish you knew
knew something, not nothing
about all the ways that this could end
(ways this could end)
thank you, i'm sorry
i love you
but the harder it gets to live
the harder it gets to feel
i know that you're hurting
but trust me
it's a temporary state
and things will turn out great
and i can hardly wait
staying up late can't be good for my head
even if you had said
i would conquer my dread
well i
(well i)
well i guess this is it and i have to admit
after all that i hid and all that i did
i can see it through
(i can see it through)
why can't i stop
stop thinking and writing
these words that cause pain
and here i go again
(here i go again)
well now i should say
goodbye to myself
'cause the help that you need is here
right here
no spoilers
you'll see how it ends
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8. |
no(some)where !
03:15
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when everything for you
feels like it could go wrong
and fuckin' 'round can only
feel right for so long
i'd offer up another day or two
of missing classes
just so you could be with me
but i'm somewhere in the middle of nowhere
i just wanna hold you
just want you to hold me too
i just wanna hold you
just want you to hold me too
i just wanna hold you
just want you to hold me too
i just wanna hold you
just want you to hold me too
i just wanna hold you
just want you to hold me too
i just wanna hold you
just want you to hold me too
i just wanna hold you
just want you to hold me too
i just wanna hold you
it feels like everything i do
always goes wrong
and all the things that i do
won't ever last long
i'd offer up another helping hand
or something else that maybe
could help you out
but i'm somewhere in the middle of nowhere
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9. |
home ! (it's okay !)
02:52
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i see your eyes
they sparkle like the sunset across
the lake of that camp that i went to
the summer my eighth grade year
(the summer my eighth grade year)
and it's a weird feeling
guess i'm not used to being so close
to all of the things that i've dreamt of
and you right here next to me
(you right here next to me)
there's a clarity
and a feeling of
just enjoying how far i've come
so still through everything
and my suffering
you're really all i can think of
you're not a thousand miles away
you're only down a couple roads
trust me when i say
you're more than just my girlfriend
you're my home
and if it makes you feel better
i'll make sure i'll see you again
like mississippi weather
we don't know what we're doing
but it's okay
(it's okay)
it's okay
(it's okay)
we're gay
(we're gay)
(it's okay)
it's okay
(it's okay)
it's okay
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10. |
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i get worried when i take time for myself
is it really for me or do i not like you that much?
am i too selfish for just thinking of myself?
it's not important i think that it's time i grow up
i keep forgetting that you're better than the last ones
is it too late to take back all of my regrets, love?
yeah, i'm okay i'm just not used to being unstuck
exaggerating for attention i already have
it's all in my head, it's all
it's all in my head, it's all
it's all in my head, it's all
it's all in my head, it's all
it's all in my head, it's all
it's all in my head, it's all
a little headache
but it's nothing i can't shake off
a couple worries
but you'll always take their place, love
keep talking to me
you don't ever need to shut up
no need to worry
i will always keep you safe, love
i keep forgetting that you're better than the last ones
is it too late to take back all of my regrets, love?
yeah, i'm okay i'm just not used to being unstuck
i'm fallin' for you everyday just say okay, woah
it's all in my head, it's all
it's all in my head, it's all
it's all in my head, it's all
it's all in my head, it's all
it's all in my head, it's all
it's all in my head, it's all
(it's all)
it's all in my head, it's all
it's all in my head, it's all
(all)
it's all in my head, it's all
(it's all)
it's all in my head, it's all
it's all in my head, it's all
(all)
it's all in my head, it's all
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